DEATH AN ANSWER
The more I live the more I realize that I have a very serious life.
There is no such thing as a human survivor. There is carnage. There is surely
Everything is far worse than man or woman can imagine. Things get worse, and worse and worse. And why not, we are “involved” in a creation of continual hurt. Isn’t it about time that we realized and faced this?
Often there is nothing but despair, depression, and feelings and emotions that go absolutely nowhere. But why do so many “turn off” at this time. This is, indeed, the only time to enter the Malestrom of life’s creation, when we feel at our worst… to extend our experience’s into what is most disturbing to us.
I often wonder when the Earth that I see will begin to mirror my own ideas and understanding. Ideas that are completely beyond what is said and written by secular men and women, of our day. What is containing and increasing our ignorance? Each other? Ourselves? Are we really in on something… or is it that this something isn’t big enough for a great and growing many of us.
Maybe God isn’t all that important to us after all. Commanding: assuradely. But God isn’t actually useful anymore. His things are his own and one thing about GOD is that he surely isn’t the helper that many religions oddly envision him to be. The question in this area may well be:
Will we ever face things without God?
Are we ready to stand alone?
Are we capable of doing so?
I believe that we are, and that we must indeed, do so, as the future isn’t anything that the present promises us. Perhaps we should find our “hero’s” in this lonely place, instead of the vast coinage of more popular rescues.
I do see so much great talent, and probably like many of you, I’m often in admiration of these very talented individuals. Yet, unlike you, perhaps, but like death, I see and keep with the primordial ugly nature of man and his diseases. His life, you see, is becoming static… his greater numbers and modern approach are not the answer at all. Not an answer to anything.
There are so many who fail miserably when faced with what is truly ugly in life, when that very and vast area should be taken in with encouragement and courage! Death is not what it seems… and often the mirrors that hang before us are just that, smokescreens, that become self-serving and begin to seem almost pertinent to our very futures… but these things are complete lies.
I could focus on the specific ways in which many become “used” by ordinary life as the vessel grows older. But if you aren’t finding any ancient struggles, then what good is your life? Your life is, of course, valuable to you, but your life isn’t valuable to me at all. And why is this knowledge such a surprise? It should not be.
But if you have a true life, then I can surely see the value in you, regardless of my own interests… religiously or otherwise. I can only respect your Journey… after all “Life Is A Journey”… has been said. I mean that life may or may not continue, but need this be the “big” question? The Journey continues regardless of your emotions, religions, thoughts, values or anything else.
Creation doesn’t stop to “enjoy” our victories or our tears. Then why should we stop for the interest of others? Maybe we shouldn’t, maybe we should delimit what has gone on before. With religion on Earth at a standstill…a stalemate… maybe it’s time to “clear the board” for a while.
There is hate and anger, but so what, everyone is proficient with these… maybe we should begin to wield hate and anger… instead of looking at them as weaknesses. Perhaps we should address the “energies” that confront us from the past with War. God’s and Prophets should fall from the hand of the living. Perhaps we can reach and effect some astute ends to the “afterlife”… A very useful endeavor… Draconian to some, yet timely and valid in a world whose people have reached into a further understanding.
Are we living in times where life has become as difficult and meaningful as Death and the mysteries of The End?
-Clay Scott Brown